Things that make me happy...

1. Knowing Jesus Loves Me, even when I don't!
2. Diear shon Askew Jr.
3. Jeremiah Stone Askew
4. My family and friends.
5. The fact that I am in a healthy relationship that I think will last!
6. What I do for a living.
7. The fact that I live in a clean and safe area!
8. Belly Dancing Class
9. That my cousin Jennifer has gone back to school.
10. Twizzlers.
11. Roses.
12. Purple things
13. Happy endings
14.

Things that make me sad...

1. I have a friend who is homeless with 3 children.
2. I can not seem to get my finances together!
3. Depression killed my high school friend this month!
4. My weight and the fact that I've re-gained 30 of the 100 I lost 5 years ago!
5. Missing my family... Especially my brother.
6. I think my children internalize the split family issues they have. :(
7. My ex husband and I can NOT communicate!
8. 3 of my co-workers were laid off this month.
9. I have some friends that do not believe in God!
10. I have a friend who I KNOW is cheating on his wife!
11. I live way too far from my boyfriend.
12. I'm starting to realize that I do NOT take care of myself (emotionally, physically, spiritually) the way I should.
13.

A GREAT day in history...

I took my children to watch the 2009 Inauguration Ceremony at the UntraStar Movie Theater in Oceanside. I was quoted in the local newspaper
http://www.northcountytimes.com/articles/2009/01/20/news/sandiego/z77136a889a236b82882575440058fe7a.txt

The Silent Illness...

It's evil!

In some people its obvious...

In others... no one has a clue...

The Silent Illness... just took the life of one of my high school friends!

Depression SUCKS!

Belly Dancing Class

I'm going to keep it up in 2009. It's something I've wanted to do for YEARS! I talked about it... but was embarassed because I'm no skinny chick.

Last summer with the help of my friends Sandi and Jennifer... I said FUCK IT! I don't care if I'm not the skinny chick. It looks like fun and I'm gonna do it.

This week starts my 24th week of belly dancing. I love it and it is something I'm committing to keeping up for 2009.

I'll post pictures and videos... LOL No shame here.

I Can Fake It... Can you?

I enjoy life...
I get up every morning...
I do the Mamma thing...
I say my prayers...
I go to work...
I laugh...
I smile...
I have fun...
I come home...
I do the Mamma thing...
I get ready for the next day...
I say my prayers...
I go to bed...
Guess What...

I'm depressed!

I bet you didn't know that.

I can fake it... Can you?